After six months of hospital care, Webster was able to ambulate up and down the corridors, with a portable respirator strapped to his back. Annie walked with her husband, his hand in hers. The noise of the respirator magnified against the walls as the equipment attached to Webster moved like an accordion, with every inhalation and exhalation it processed through the tube leading to his lungs.
“We are having an informal gathering on my ward,” Annie spoke to the doctor in charge, “and I want to know if it is alright for Webster to leave his floor for this one occasion.”
Annie paused to catch her breath and then went on,
“He could go in a wheelchair with his portable respirator.”
The doctor nodded with approval.
Webster was ready.
The esophagus tube had been removed from the automatic feeding machine and the end of the tube was capped. It stood out of Webster’s neck like a giant earth worm looking for something to eat. The headless figure sat erect, shoulders straight back, as the orderly pushed the wheelchair in the direction of the elevator.
“Have him back and in bed by eight o’clock, Mrs. Page.”
Annie looked straight ahead as she grabbed the wheelchair handles and pushed her decapitated husband into the meeting room full of mentally and emotionally disturbed patients, those considered to be least harmful to themselves and society. Like Annie, they too were relatives adjusting to loved ones who suddenly became medically dependent, either by accident or operation.
Because they were all on heavy doses of Prozac and regularly attended behavioral modification classes, no one expressed much surprise when the headless figure with tubes and gadgets rolled their way. Still, a few couldn’t help but feel their stomach jump up into their throat.
“Six months ago,” tears fell from Annie’s eyes as she spoke, “my husband was on his way home from a community meeting that ran late. He was involved in a hit and run accident.”
She stopped to suppress a wave of tears that wanted to come to the surface, then she continued,”He lost his head,” she said emotionally, “and the doctors say it doesn’t matter that he was decapitated because the rest of the body is intact.”
“How can he be alive if he doesn’t have a head?” several mumbled under their breath, just loud enough for Annie to hear.
“That’s exactly my point! He can’t be alive, not without a head.”
Annie wanted to burst into tears, but from the corner of her eye she could see a couple of orderlies walking toward them. She pushed the wheelchair over to the window and looked out at the city where she and her husband lived before the accident.
The orderlies mingled with the patients and poked fun at them for a while, then moved on to another wing.
“Come on back, Annie. Come back and talk to us.”
“Webster is not alive. What am I going to do?”
She looked at eyes that, like her own, failed to radiate due to the daily ingestion of stultifying drugs. The women chatted in hushed voices. The men were frightened by the sight of the decapitated figure breathing to the rhythm of a machine and they kept their distance.
“I have to do something,” was the last thing Annie Page said, as she swung the wheelchair toward the direction of the elevator. The mechanical door opened and closed on Annie and her decapitated partner, before it jerked into motion and began to move downward.
to be continued…
